Well, it's official

Tiger no longer lives here anymore. Today Tiger and I moved his stuff out of the apartment and into the storage unit and my stuff out of the storage unit and into the apartment. (Did you follow that?)

I didn't realize until just now that I hadn't posted anything since the "big announcement." I assure you it wasn't on purpose. I was a mess on Tuesday, but by Wednesday afternoon I was fine. I've had a lot of work to do at the law firm which means I don't have time to post at work and have no desire to look at the computer when I get home.

I had the weekend off from work at the airline, so I chilled all weekend until Monday when I headed to SLC to see the family and have Dr. day. (There will be a seperate post on Dr. day.)

Anyway, back to Tiger. For those of you who don't already know, the reason we broke up is because we are headed in the opposite directions in our lives. He thinks he is willing to give up everything he wants to be with me, but I can not ask him to do that. I do not want him mad at me in 10 years because he gave everything up for me and now he is unhappy. I could explain further, but lately I have begun to feel like I am justifying to everyone why I broke up with him. I guess the simple answer is that I loved him very much, but I wasn't IN love with him because we want different things out of life.

It has not been easy. He is very angery because he is very hurt. I do not blame him for being hurt. He did want to marry me after all (no one knows why). It was really hard to see him today, and very hard to see him go. I will never see him again. There is no way we can be friends. The hurt is too big and we have nothing in common outside of the relationship.

But all is not lost. I have learned a lot from this relationship and I am going to get out there and see if I can find someone who is headed in the same direction I am. I am not going to sink into my work and go without for another 10 years. The good news that my dating experiences will more than likely provide PLENTY of stories for the blog!